It's just Tuesday, man.


i've got the vertigo today. what the hell?

My Pessimism: nothing special today except the reminder that Christmas is right around the corner and I've got to squeeze another cost-efficient holiday out of my pocket.
okay, so i can make my candy again, the people do looove the candy, but with the cost of the ingredients and my time, it pretty much evens out to everyone getting damn plasma tv.
all right, so I may be a bit dramatic on that one.
Truth is, i'm a terrible gift giver. I've resorted to just having people tell me what you want, because if I have to use my own judgement...i will fail.
Dad doesn't really need a flowered frame. Mom doesn't need another pair of slippers. Sister doesn't need a sparkly blue belt with stars cut out.
Just tell me what you want, if I can afford it, you'll get it...otherwise its the candy for you, matey! yaaaar!

Optimism: its a time of giving and I like to give, I want to give the best, I want to give something people will appreciate. Everyone appreciates Victoria Secret.

Happiness is drinking Melon Splash wine coolers while sitting by the fire in the fireplace watching Survivor. aaaah....winter.

well, that was a bunch of crap rambling, wasn't it? word up!

i'm dizzy